Good Morning...

Lately this is what I am waking up to early in the morning. Aidan is with out a doubt a daddy's boy. Sometimes it makes me sad...other times...times like these...I love it! Enjoy!

Social networking do good!

Those who don't like social networking sites are many. Those people have there reasons and I usually agree with them. However, I can see the benefits of such sites. Mothers looking for children that they have put up for adoption are some of the benefits. Another benefit is re-connecting with old friends and family. Or better said meeting new friends and family.

I am from a unique clan. Armga. There aren't that many of us in the world. So when you find one of us we are related. No doubt about it. My dad used to tell me that you could tell what Armga line a Armga came from just based upon where they lived in the USA. I don't think that works so much anymore. The Larry Armga's are scatted between Washington, Idaho, Utah, Texas, and Florida. I digress....

Social Networking was my topic. I went looking on facebook for Armga (my dad said he was on there and I didn't believe him....but he is). I also found another Armga that was not directly related to me. So I asked if we could be friends. He accepted and since then we have been figuring out our family line and how we were related exactly. It may sound silly but I had another thought.

In the latter days, it is said, that the hearts of the fathers will turn to the children and the hearts of the children will turn to the fathers (Malachi 4:6). There are many different outlets to help the lord fulfill his mission. But social networking sites are a benefit to his work. They have allowed many to be reunited and many more to realize the power of such sites. It sounds like I have sparked quiet an interest in family history to this distant cousin who had no idea there were any more of us in the world. I knew there were others but had no way to contact them. Thank you facebook. Thank you for allowing me to learn more about my family and find connections to others I would never have had before. I hope that these conversations with my cousin turn out to be a friendship. I also hope that he can learn more and that may feel that little something inside of him, that something that helps him further his understanding of family history and so much more. Fingers crossed.

Ramblings of me

So I don't have much to write about today. I just felt like something needed to be added to the blogging list. I am a serial blog checker and I feel sad when I notice that others haven't posted. I tend to think crazy thoughts. Is there internet okay? I hope everything is going well in there lives? I hope they post a super long blog so that I can hear about all of the fun stuff that they are doing. Silly huh? I am currently in limbo. It sounds like we are going to sign closing papers on Monday for the house. But won't get the keys until the 7th. The sellers asked for a favor and we said yes. The sellers need time to sign buying papers and get out of my house. My mind can't get over the fact that we just bought a house and I will be moving soon. I can't motivate myself to be productive and pack our things. I really believe that it is because since we have moved in with Suzie we haven't unpacked much. So most of our stuff is already in boxes. The only things not in boxes are things we use on a very regular basis. What I really need to do is go through all of our papers that are strewn around our area. There are lots. I also need to start making mental notes of all of our stuff that is all around Suzie's house. I am sad to be leaving sweet Suzie but I am also very excited to unpack our stuff. We will have space and our own area. I may even be able to get out some of the treasured wedding presents that we haven't been able to open. I am very excited for Aidan to have his own space so that we can have our own back. Aidan has so many toys. It is crazy.

Sorry for the rambling. I just needed to write and release. Everything will be good in the end. I will get everything all done...this I know. :)

Busy weekend....

So this weekend has been a busy one, but a fun one. On Friday Kellie, Maren, Aidan and I all got into the car and headed south, to the land of family, heat, and blessed new babies. We left at around noon and only stopped in Fillmore for some gas and to get some wiggles out. Aidan loves the Maverick there. He knows exactly what to expect and he always gets to play on the playground. He loves playing with the steering wheel. We finally arrived around five thirty. We met up with mom and dad and then headed to the store and to see Addison. She is sooo beautiful. So tiny, she scared me. Jordan is doing very well, I think, considering what she has gone through. I quickly learned that Aidan didn't mind her crying or others playing with her instead of him, except me. I was not really allowed to do much. Aidan was very protective of me. Friday night mom made some yummy spaghetti for everyone to eat. Then we just hung out and visited. Kellie and Maren slept downstairs on the couch, while Aidan and I slept in the upstairs room. Jake and Courtnie went camping. Aidan was so tired that he quickly fell asleep.

At 5AM he was wide awake and super sad. He kept calling for da-da with no answer so he was a sad little boy. After about 45 minutes of trying to go back to sleep we decided to get up for the day and enjoy it. We left around 6AM and went to the store for food and fun. Aidan bought some bubbles, I bought food for dinner that night, and then we both bought Addison some clothes. She is so tiny that premmie clothes are too big for her! As we were leaving we got a concerned phone call from Grandma curious as to where we were. (Side note: I am not an early riser! I hate it!) Once we returned, we finished getting ready and then went over and visited with Harrison and Jordan and Addison. It was so nice to just be able to sit around and visit. After a couple of hours we decided that lunch was in order. Kellie and I and kids headed over to In and Out Burger. Yummy! We took lunch back to Harrison house and ate with mom and dad. Then we headed back to mom and dad's house. We talked about going and doing stuff, but in the end, we just watched television, hung out, made cookies and ate mom's enchiladas for dinner. Yummy! I was able to get dad to find his stash of pictures and memorablia from his side of the family. FUN! What a treasure! Sadly though looking at old pictures makes me curious and I want answers which he was only able to sort of answer. I was not aware that he had all this information. I love it! I have many projects scheduled for them....he was nice enough to let me bring them home for further detailed information.

Then on Sunday morning we all woke up and headed to Harrison's house for breakfast. Thanks for some wonderful breakfast sandwiches. Then we visited for a little bit and hit the road.

We left at noon and made it to Clearfield by 440PM. Good time, in my opinion, for driving with two little ones. There were fabulous on the ride. They both slept lots and giggled and shared cheetos...what a wonderful time! I love my sister and Maren and I am so glad that they were able to come with us. Maren is such a cutie. She was always willing to help me out with Aidan.

Then this morning we were able to go to breakfast with the Lincoln's and Brandon and his cute girlfriend Katie Ann (this will be a little confusing). I am glad that Aidan got to meet mom's cousins. What a good day! And tonight Brian is fixing some pork chops for dinner. Yummy!

Leaving on a jet plane

On another note....just for those who are keeping track. We have booked our flight to DC. That's right we are going to DC for sure now. Tickets are non-refundable so we must go. August 13-23 is our vacation date and we are so excited. We will continue to keep everyone posted on all of the fun details. If any of you have been to DC and know of some awesome sites that we should see let us know. I have been back there twice before, but lately my mind is mush in trying to plan what to see, where to visit, etc. So let me know so that I don't forget anything while we are in the planning stages. Thanks!

June 5

As of now it looks like June 5th is going to be our closing date. Crazy! That is only like two weeks away. Keep in mind things are subject to change ( I hate that!). But if all goes well then we will be moving that weekend. Any volunteers would be appreciated. I don't think that this move will be very bad. We moved in with Suzie in January and threw a lot of stuff away. Since living with Suzie we have kept most everything in boxes, the only things not in boxes are the items that we use on a very regular basis. Clothes, food, diapers, beds, DVDs, etc. If we can get a good number of volunteers this move should only take a couple of hours. I promise. And then we will have a rocking "New Home" BBQ party either that day or the next. Keep this in mind everyone. Yippie!

Addison Grace

Earlier this morning Addison Grace was born. I don't know much or have pictures to share. But I do know that this precious package was delivered and was very alert upon arrival. She was 5 pounds 1 ounce. Super duper tiny. I, too, want to see lots of pictures and learn the details about how she came into the world. But Jordan and Harrison have been trying to deliver young Addison for a LLLLOOONNNGGG time. Like 48 hours! I think they deserve some family time. Some rest time and cuddling time. I also don't want to take away from Jordan's experience. So I have let you know that everyone is fine, the baby came....but mom and dad can do the rest....at their discretion. I know it is hard to be patient but it will be worth the wait, at least that is what I keep telling myself.

I can't even begin to comprehend 48 hours of labor! I was induced when I had Aidan. I was started at 7AM and then at 355PM Aidan was born. Three contractions, 12 tries and he showed himself to the world. 9 hours of labor for me was a lot. Now Jordan and Addison did 5 times that in the labor process. I am so glad that all is well. I would be so exhausted!!!

Aidan loves his Aunt Jordan and Uncle Harrison. When I told him this morning that his little cousin was born, he smiled and wanted to play the kissing game. Jordan...your kiss is coming from Aidan!

Ready or not here she comes!

Today I got a fun call. One that many received. But I was super excited for this phone call. Jordan was told to go to the hospital by her doctor. Baby Addi is on her way! Jordan has been going to all of her weekly doctor appointments, and today the doctor said lets do it. I am not real clear on the reason why, there seemed to be some concern (I will let Jordan tell you later), but I am so excited. It didn't seem to be anything to be overly concerned about. I am so super excited for them! Harrison is so excited! My little brother, who I have often said is either a teddy bear or a jerk but both rolled together, is proving how much of a big teddy he really is. He was the one to call and tell me first what was going on, and as he would talk his voice would crack and then swell with excitement and then crack again. His emotions were on overdrive and I loved it. He was driving to the hospital from work and was concerned about Jordan and Addison (obviously) but then he was also so worried about the little things, just like a new daddy to be should be. I don't care who you are or what your circumstances are you can never absolutely fully prepared for EVERYTHING labor has to offer. Whether it be emotions, packed bags, baby items put together correctly etc. The day will be the ride of your lives! I am so excited!!!!!! Did I mention that?

She was being induced early afternoon. So as soon as I know anything I will let you all know. As soon as pictures are available I will wait for Jordan, but Aunt Katie is super duper 150% excited for Harrison and Jordan! Yeah for them!

Sacrament and Aidan is like oil and water

I don't get it. Why is this such a big deal? Why can't I figure it out and fix it?


Aidan and church. They apparently don't get along. I have tried to do everything I can think of to make this scenario work out successfully, but nothing is working for me. Church is at 1PM. Typically when Aidan starts to get tired. I assume that this is what most of the problem is with the situation. I have tried treats, books, activities (I even made a Quiet Book!), extra milk, extra juice, waking up early to get him nearly asleep so that he will be ASLEEP after the car ride to church. I have tried sitting in the benches and the over flow. I have tried taking him out and letting him run himself exhausted. Nothing is working. The only other thing that I can think of is a sedative and I really don't think that is a good idea. Or going inactive until all of our kids are older than age five. And I don't think that would work out so well. I enjoy church and learning and feeling of the spirit! But today was my last straw. Brian is always really good about helping me through the meeting. But today well was a dosie. Aidan kept hitting the ladies in front of him (they thought it was funny so of course Aidan continued), he began singing loudly with the choir and even clapped enthusiastically when they finished. He kept yelling mom during the talks. And when Brian took him out, I could hear him screaming MOM from the hallway. What made all of this worse? Today's talks were on being able to hear the spirit and how good mother's teach there children young to be good and reverent in church. Okay maybe those weren't the talks but THAT'S ALL I HEARD!!! And then all I could see were the stares of everyone around me...glaring...judging...saying "enough with that kid."

Can anyone help? I anxiously await August when Aidan turns 18 months old and then all of my struggling through Sacrament meeting will give me a moment of rest during the other meetings. We haven't had the energy to even try the others in so long it is ridiculous.

Some have said that it is my fault for not teaching him earlier to be reverent. Maybe that's true but I don't know. How would you teach a 15 month old to be reverent?

I have a greater respect for my mother. I remember her struggling through church with her four kids. I don't know how she did it! I don't know how any parent does it! This is crazy!
On a side note...when Aidan was singing with the choir and clapped for them....the entire bishopric laughed at us. I don't necessarily want the bishop to be zeroing in on the loud family with only one kid. AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH! Help!!!

Offically a nerd....sorry mom

So today has been a day that I have waited diligently for for a couple of weeks. For two reasons today has been anxiously anticipated. They are silly reasons. The first....a couple of weeks ago Brian came home and told me about a fabric sale that Wal-Mart was having today. It was only for like six hours and I was worried I would miss it. Brian carefully budgeted some money for me so that I could go CRAZY! And I sure did! I spent lots and lots of money. And I am so excited for all the projects I get to do. I wish I could give you more information but I can't.

The other reason for such extreme excitement today is that we had our new "home" inspected. Home is in quotes because I haven't set a move in date, so it could be ripped from my grasp, but it doesn't look like it any more. We have been preoccupied with what the inspector would find. After watching House Hunters on HGTV we realize that nothing is what it seems from the first look. And our purchasing the house is contingent on what the inspector found. Brian met with the inspector to discuss the findings and....the inspector was impressed by the upkeep by the current owners. There were some cosmetic issues but overall the house passed and unless we can't get funding (which I doubt we have been pre-approved) we are moving in....because it is ours!!! I am so excited!!! The other cool thing is that when Brian walked through the house with the inspector he noticed something new. The kitchen floor was linoleum....now it is a beautiful slate tile floor. Brian said that it is in hues of browns and greens. I am so flipping excited for this place. Anyone else ready to party?

Stupid machine....

So I am a little irked. My laptop is possessed and I am unable to surf and visit sites that have become necessary to visit on a very regular basis...like twice a day or more. My laptop feels the need to have the mouse bounce around like its on some kind of anphetamine (sic). Or the whole screen will shimmy and shake like its doing some kind weird dance. So that being said...I will not be actively stalking or blogging for a while. I am blessed with a husband who is incredibly computer savvy, but seeing as to how we are buying a house and there is so much paperwork and stuff to do, I will wait a while before I start begging for him to fix it. Thankfully, he has a laptop and when I get a chance I will casually visit and stalk. Stupid little machine....crazy little machine....

Unemployment...

So as of today I am officially unemployed. I just turned in my time card and all of my stuff. What a liberating feeling. And yet I am particularly nervous. I am unemployed. I am now able to concentrate solely on Aidan and Brian. Can I handle that? I think I can. I hope to be able to do this for a while. I am finding that unlike my mother, I totally dig domestic things. Things such as sewing, cooking, playing with Aidan etc. I also enjoy laundry and cleaning. Though I am not very good and doing the deep down dirty cleaning. I hope to learn how to garden and do woodworking. That is what I get the most excited about. With this new house coming, I can already foresee many a project. Bookcases, kitchen table, kiddie table, picnic tables, Aidan's bed, etc. etc. etc. Ahhh unemployment. So far so good.

Happy Mother's Day

These are two of my most favorite ladies. I may be a bit bias but I think that they are wonderful. They are amazing. They are each worthy of so many accolades. I hope to one aspire to be these lovely ladies. On the top is my mother-in-law, Pat. On the bottom my mom, Julie. I have thought about what it means to be a mother, now that I have the privledge of being one. And these women are awesome examples. Both are strong. They have more super human strength. They have overcome so much and yet remain humble and loving. Both are aware of their weaknesses and have embraced them, for weaknesses can make you grow stronger. These ladies are some of the greatest women I have ever met and loved. I hope that through their advice, example and experiences I can learn more from them. I love you both. You guys freaking rock the Kasbah.... lol....I am such a dork!

Happy Birthday Zee

Today is our beloved Zee's birthday. We love her so much and wish her a very happy birthday. Shhhh...you don't get to know her age.

This is it!

This is it. Our house. They accepted our offer. We just need to make sure that all of the contingencies are fulfilled. Like the current owners big issue, they need to find another place. But our Realtor told them they have until the 15th to decide on what is going on. Isn't it cute? I am so excited! I checked today...it is .6 miles from the Clearfield Library and 1.2 miles from Sue and 1.8 miles from Grandparents Great. Yea!

May 4, 2007

On May 4, 2007 I was married to Brian Larson. And guess what? Today is our 2nd Anniversary. Not a big milestone, but a milestone all the same.


Happy Anniversary!!!

I did it...well kind of

Do you see what I see? That is right people! A band-aid. Today Aidan fell while he was playing outside, scrapped up his little knee. It was very tragic. His first major boo-boo. So he flipped out on me....yep he had a melt down because it hurt so bad. And guess what I put on some healing cream and Brian put on the Band-Aid. I know that I didn't put on the Band-Aid but I allowed the Band-Aid to be put on Aidan. See everyone I am growing up. I am being a good compassionate mother. Notice Aidan pointing at his Band-Aid. He didn't understand what mommy and daddy were doing, but it helped it to feel better...and I got a big hug out of it. Aaahhh. I am trying everyone. Maybe next time I will be able to put on the Band-Aid. I doubt it too....

Do it Mom!!

My little cheeseball. Tonight I had the camera out. My bad. I had it out where Aidan could see it. Aidan being Aidan decided that he wanted his picture taken. He handed me the camera and then got into position. I didn't understand so I kept putting the camera down. Aidan would pick it back up and then re-position himself. After the third round of this game I figured it out. He wanted his picture taken by me, with him looking through the table lamp at me. After this picture I got a big hug from the little man. I guess I am pretty awesome. :)

A moment in time...

So I am in the house doing dishes when I look out the kitchen window to see this. I love it! Classic. The background. Aidan needed a nap. He refused to come in the house. So Brian decided that he would just sit outside with him for a little while longer (run off some more energy). I heard a noise and a moment later I saw this. Brian and I concluded that he wanted to be outside and wanted a nap. So he figured out how to get both. Like I said a classic moment in time.

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I don't want to say much...but I have to say something. Today Brian and I went out with the Realtor and we found it. It being a cute little house in our price range that we both love and think will be fitting for our first place. We just put in an offer and hope to find out more info early next week. Fingers crossed it all works out. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I don't know if I am excited, scared, anxious, agitated, etc. But what I do know is that well I could live there. I want to live there. Fingers crossed!