Year in Review 2010

Resolutions 2010--recap

Here they are...my resolutions/goals for 2010.


PERSONAL GOALS
lose weight--NOPE. JUST MAINTAINED MY CURRENT WEIGHT.
successful garden--YES, NOT AS SUCCESSFUL AS I WOULD HAVE WANTED BUT FRUITFUL ALL THE SAME
food storage/garden--YES. HOWEVER, OUR FOOD STORAGE IS CURRENTLY LOOKING A BIT BARE. TIME TO REPLENISH.
home decorating--WE PAINTED AIDAN'S ROOM AND THE HALLWAY. WE ALSO HUNG SOME PICTURES AND ADDED SOME PIZAZZ TO OUR LIVING ROOM DURING DIFFERENT TIMES OF THE YEAR SO...YES.
get the piece of paper! (diploma)--HALLELLUJAHH(SIC)!!! YES MA'AM!
classes on sewing/quiliting--NO OFFICIAL CLASSES, BUT MANY A BOOK/DVD WAS CHECKED OUT FROM THE LIBRARY
one awesome recipe a month--NOT EVERY MONTH DID I DO THIS, BUT THROUGHOUT THE YEAR, YES 12 AWESOME NEW RECIPES (SOME WERE SO AWESOME I WILL NEVER MAKE THEM AGAIN, EVER!)

WIFE GOALS
good routine--MOST OF THE TIME
workable schedule--MOST OF THE TIME
organized--ATTEMPTED, STILL HAVE LOTS OF ROOM FOR GROWTH


MOM GOALS
potty training--STILL WORKING ON THIS. BUT NOW WE ARE WORKING AT IT BETTER.
stimulate his brain--YES MA'AM
swim/piano/gymnastics/dance class (one or more)--SWIMMING LESSONS WAS ALL HE TOOK...
baby #2--YES AND A DEVASTING BIG FAT RIP!


FAMILY GOALS
food storage--YES
service and charity--I THINK SO, YES
FHE--YES
Virgie cookbook/Bob's book/VOL 2--NOPE

TRAVEL
St. George *3--YES
Las Vegas--NOPE
Yellowstone--NOPE, SILLY BILLS! I NO LIKE YOU!


WANTS
television--YES
couch--YES
couch--NO
(mini-van)--NO

SPIRITUAL
Read Book of Mormon--NOPE
FHE--GENERALLY SPEAKING, YES
Active in church--50/50 WITH A BIG INACTIVE IN RS...I AM STILL WORKING ON THIS
full tithe payer--NOPE
heart softened and open--YES, STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS

End of Year Crafts

I just posted a "End of Year Craft" slide show. I didn't realize how productive I have been in creating and learning new things. As I prepared this slide show I realized that I have about 15 projects that I didn't take pictures of and gave away as gifts as well as about 10 additional blankets/quilts. But overall I did well in photo-journaling my endeavors this year. I am still a work in progress and believe that I will always be, but I am happy with my improvement and new addiction. Enjoy the slide show. Some of the items were made for myself and for my desire to start an Etsy shop. which is an online craft selling website. So if anything looks good to you and you would be willing to buy it let me know. I my have it "in stock" or I may be able to recreate it for you. Thanks.

End of Year Craft slideshow

Christmas Card and Newsletter 2010

Merry Christmas Friends and Family!

This year has gone by so fast! But what a year it has been. We have been so blessed with so many different things this year, I am still in awe.

Brian was able to get a job in the middle of last December. And what a blessing this job has been. He is working for Juniper Networks and he loves it! Since he got this new job he has learned so much about the M & T series routers, earned two different certifications (JNCI-S, JNCI-P) and is studying hard for the last and final certification (JNCI-E). We have enjoyed so many perks that he didn’t have with his last job; health benefits, paid vacation, sick days, and my personal favorite, raises and bonuses. And another bonus to this job, Brian loves going in everyday and learning more about his position and the ones around him.

I have been busy trying to keep busy. I love being an at home mom. I love being able to spend my day with Aidan. What a delight he is to our family! As one of my many attempts to keep busy I have been working a lot at the day care. It is a wonderful opportunity for me to earn some extra spending money and let Aidan be in a day care environment. Thorough out this year I have fallen in love with my sewing machine. Crazy sounding, I know, but I can’t get enough of it. I spend all my free time making things and I love learning and improving my “talent.” I also finally received my college degree in January. What a wonderful moment that was! I didn’t walk with my class or go to the ceremony, but checking the mail and having such a precious parcel was extremely memorable.

Aidan is growing like a weed. He is so tall (40 inches) and is a smart boy. He loves going to the day care and participating in the preschool aspect as well as having so many friends to play with. He loves spending time with his relatives (especially his Grandpas). He enjoys spending time with his Uncle Matt and playing Legos with his daddy. Iron Man and all the other Comic book characters are his absolute favorite. He has been requesting another “baby” in the house, so we will see how that goes.

We hope your year has been full of growth, happiness and wonderful memories. Always remember, we love you.

Merry Christmas,

The Larson’s

Brian, Katie and Aidan

Thankful during Thanksgiving

Last year I did 100 things that I was grateful for. This year I would like to point out what I am grateful for but not as many things. Not because my list has dwindled but because I don't want to get to redundant.

1- Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost. The Trinity if you will. Without them my life would be a big ball of anger and confusion. I am grateful for their teachings and help in all that I do and don't do.

2- Brian. My wonderful husband who does so much for my little family unit. He works so hard and it shows in all that he does. I love that he is incredibly motivated to become a better person. I love that he is so supportive of whatever I choose to do and not do.

3- Aidan. The light of my life. As he grows older I love him even more. I love listening to him tell me stories and ask questions. I am nervous about some of the questions he should be asking any day now, but with Brian around, we will do fine.

4- Trials and tribulations. This last year has been a sorrowful year. I have lost many loved ones. I have been devasted by the loss of a pregnancy. I am truly amazed at how something could enter and exit my life so fast could effect me the way it has. I truly hope I have learned all that I needed to learn from losing my baby, because I am scared of it happening again. But I am grateful to have been able to see who truly cared for me and my family.

5- My parents. Their year has been as trying as mine and I am grateful for their example. Heartache and sorrow are horrible but love and happiness can exist if you try and find them. I would love to experience harmony. That's my hope.

6- My in-laws. What a blessing they are to my family. I have learned a lot from all of them and I am extremely grateful for all their help. They were amazing when I lost the baby. Absolutely AMAZING!

7- My grandparents. They drive me utterly insane, but I would be lost without them. They are my rocks. I love them for all the do. I am so thankful that Aidan has such a good relationship with them.

8- Suzie Q. I find it funny that my Aunt is my bestest bestie in the whole world. She is absolutely wonderful and talented and I love her oodles.

9- Holly and Gary. I love them so. I am so happy that I have been able to spend time with them the last couple of years.

10- Uncle Reed and Family. He has been so fun to be around. Without his happy face around I would be so sad. Aidan loves it when he comes and plays, and I love our quick visits.

11- Knowledge and understanding. I love being about the pick up a book and learn and understand it. This has helped me so much in my need to further my understanding for sewing.

12- My sewing machine. I have used it nearly everyday this last year and wouldn't trade that time for anything. I love being able to create and make with my own hands.

13- Technology. So many reasons, but mainly for keeping in contact.

14- Facebook. In addition to technology I love how FB helps me to stay connected with people I normally wouldn't (because I am lazy).

15- Netflix. Oh how they have saved me on some days home alone with Aidan.

16- Medicine/Antibotics. My family has been sick lately and I am grateful for medicine to help us get better faster.

17- Our house. I love my home and I am grateful because during these cold months we can stay nice and warm.

18- A full bodega. Bodega is my nickname for our food storage. I love that we have it and I am grateful for the space we have to add to it.

19- Good friends. Nothing is better than having good friends to visit with and play with.

One month...

Let me start by saying that I am amazed I went more than a month without posting anything. It feels weird and a bit crazy. I have tried to update but it has gotten to be a pain. My pictures wouldn't upload and then I went from having the desktop all to myself to sharing it with three other people. I am not complaining, I just haven't had motivation to blog when the desktop has been free.

A little information about the last month.

Matt, Brian's brother is still staying with us. Not to sound corny or anything but it has been good to have him around. Brian enjoys his company and conversation, Aidan enjoys playing with Uncle Matt and watching television with him, and I enjoy the break from both Brian and Aidan and I enjoy the extra set of hands for things around the house. Matt has been good about entertaining Aidan while I do housework/day care work/cooking etc. Matt shoveled our driveway last night for us, that was very nice.

This last month has been busy for a number of little reasons. We virtually have sold the truck. We haven't exchanged any titles or anything but someone else is paying the payments and then after the first of the year they plan on buying it from us. What a little relief that will be! It is sad that we have been getting rid of all of Brian's vehicles but he seems okay with it. Because we are down to one car, we are always on the move.

This last month at the day care I have worked 16 out of 20 workable days. Funny how my pretend job has turned itself into a real job. I am not complaining, too much, because I love being able to help out during the holidays and all the money spent in regards to them. I only have one complaint about the day care; there are not enough substitutes. I am a substitute. I know I shouldn't complain because that means that I will be getting lots of shifts, and I love shifts. But, for example, Aidan got sick and because I was working I couldn't find anyone to come and sub for me (the sub). Thank goodness for my grandparents (Aidan's Great Grandparents), they have saved me lots this last week.

That being discussed Aidan has been to the doctor three times this last month. In mid-October I finally got him into the doctor for his well baby checkup. It was late and well past due, but the doctor said that with two shots we could get Aidan all caught up. At this visit we also decided to get the flu shot (both of us) and then we discussed with the doctor about his statistics. Aidan's head circumference was in the 95th percentile (I forget the exact measurement~~37 inches maybe), his height is 40 inches tall making him in the 97th percentile and his weight, at 42 pounds put him at 103rd percentile. The doctor told me I needed to try and get him to lose four pounds and then he would be ideal. I was slightly disgusted by this comment, but I understand. Aidan is by no means FAT. I am FAT! Aidan is just, Aidan he isn't FAT! I digress.

While at the doctor appointment, I mentioned earlier both of us getting flu shots. Aidan went first and got very mad at the nurse, understandably I am afraid. But the funny part was when it was my turn. Aidan was across the room watching the nurse like a hawk, once she pulled out the needle for my arm, Aidan attacked her. "You are mean, you don't hurt my mommy. Stop it! Stop it!" It was both endearing and silly. Luckily I only had the one shot because she was finishing up as he began to attack. I gave him a big hug and told him that mommy was fine and that the nurse didn't hurt me. Everything was okay. As we were leaving Aidan noticed some suckers. He looked at the nurse and said " I get one for being so nice." I said to Aidan "You weren't very nice, I don't think you should get one, you hurt the nurses feelings." To which Aidan replied "if she say sorry first, I say sorry. Then we both get suckers." The nurse laughed and then they made up and Aidan got a sucker. Sometimes I am curious as to whether or not it is a good idea for us to be going to the day care, then on days like these I realize that he really is learning stuff. My son is learning how to compromise/negotiate.

The second doctors visit was because one of his shots made me nervous. Aidan has never reacted to any shots in the past but the pneumoccoal was horrible for him. His leg grew red and swollen and was very warm to the touch. After about three days we took him into the doctor and he said that it was normal. Two days later Aidan had a huge bruise on his leg. Now his is fine.

Last Thursday, Aidan threw up at day care. Poor guy! I couldn't get off so Bob and Virgie came and got him and babysat him until I got off. Throughout the weekend he grew lathargic and ornery. Constant vomiting and then he had some major eye boogers. On Monday we took him to the doctor. From looking at him across the room she knew exactly what he had. Pink eye in both eyes, a ruptured blood vessel in his right eye, a cold and then she found that he had a severe ear infection in his left ear (she couldn't believe it hadn't ruptured). Fast forward two days. Mom has contracted pink eye and the cold. Dad has contracted the cold. And Aidan is on the mend and quite happy. I love medicine.

Yesterday we got our first major snowfall of the year. Everyone called it a blizzard. We were supposed to get something like 10 inches of snow in six hours. We got like 4 inches in 12 hours. Winter advisory is still in effect but I don't expect much from it. The sun is shinning and it is freezing cold outside.

Our Christmas shopping is 87% complete. I love it! I really hate Christmas shopping in December. People lose their common sense and the meaning of the season. People are vicious and I would just prefer to avoid all the Scrooges involved with Christmas. I am actually looking forward to putting up Christmas decorations this weekend.

And that is in a nutshell our month.

Lately...

Lately life is still as busy as ever. I find that I like busy. Aidan is finally beginning to like busy too.

All last week I worked at the day care. Life was hectic but fine. I learned last week that the Lord works in mysterious ways. We had a bit of a financial crisis. Drama drama drama. I find myself not shocked or stressed out about certain things the way others might. I tend to just become proactive. Try and make the situation better quicker. Due to our "crisis" I have come to believe some things. Banks are a joke, especially in this economy. When the Lord says to make sure your house is in order and to be free of debt he means it. I am only going to share the following story because I think it is sad and scary. Brian and I had the truck repo-ed last Monday morning. I was unable to get a hold of Brian because he was at work. I had a day of dread and confusion. I thought everything was okay. After finally getting a hold of Brian and finding out what was going on I got scared. Brian was 7 days late on our payment. He contacted the bank the week prior to make sure paying the payment on Tuesday would be okay, and the person said yes because of the grace period most banks allow (it is usually 10-15 days before a late charge is added). Well we could have paid on Saturday but the banks hours are so ridiculous (very small local bank with only three branches in the county) so we decided to wait until Tuesday. Tuesday would have been day 7. Monday was Columbus day, so all banks were closed. This is the kicker...the bank repossessed the truck for one payment---$325. We were able to get the truck back on Tuesday for $380 (holding fee). Were we bad for paying it late, yes. But I am now scared for the bank and others banking there. Beware! Brian and I are going to put forth all of our effort to pay off the truck or sell it as soon as possible because that was too much for us. Everyone reading this make sure your house is in pristine order.

In other news we decided to pay some other bills off because of shock and bewilderment concerning the truck, so we sold the Trans-Am. Brian bought a Trans-Am in high school and it has been in need of repair since before we got married. As much as I didn't want him to have to sell his project car we decided to for two reasons. The drama with the truck was scary, so instant cash would be beneficial and if we decide to move out of state soon, we can't take it with us. I promised Brian that in the future when all is financially under control, he can purchase another project car.

On Tuesday Brian's brother Matt came to stay with us. He has been such a blessing to have around. He keeps Aidan entertained, and that is worth a lot! I am unsure how long he plans to stay but that doesn't matter to me. That is why we wanted an extra room in our house.

On Thursday we went to Aidan's best friends' birthday party. Zoe turned 3! I can't believe how big our kids have grown. Aidan had so much fun being around Zoe. He sure does love her. Happy Birthday Zoe!


In the midst of all of this drama, my parents came to visit us this weekend. It was a complete spur of the moment trip. Mom said she missed me and needed to be by me, I think that she had heard my pleas in the wind. I really felt like I needed my mom and dad all week, and POOF! there they were. We had fun. We didn't do much but visit and be around each other. Splendid I think. Dad and I went to the fruit stands in Perry on Saturday to purchase pumpkins and squash. Other than that we just visited.

Monday morning we woke up early and headed to Ogden Canyon to get some family pictures taken by Brian's cousin Karrie. Aside from the usual complaints (I am a fatty and had major acne that day) they turned out well. I can't wait to get copies of them and hang them up. Then we came home and had lunch. After lunch we carved our pumpkins. Aidan was a good helper as myself, Brian and Matt did the actual carving. Then for dinner we had some pizza and rented How to Train a Dragon. Aidan loved that movie. What a fantastic day!

Today I have been busy baking and prepping for the rest of this week; I work Wednesday through Friday. I baked three loaves of bread, made a lasagna, made some breakfast scones (not fry bread scones but English type scones), prepped some fry bread for dinner, made lunch, finished laundry, baked a cake, and now I hope to get caught up on some other random lose ends.

My goal this week is to set up an Etsy shop and sell some of my crafts and projects. Do you shop Etsy? Would you? Would you be interested in buying some of my stuff? Stuff includes baby quilts, lap quilts, quilts, and table runners. I hope to expand my "merchandise" later on.

Peace!

WOW! What a gap!

Okay so I just recently realized that time has flown by since I had added a post.

Know that we are alive and surviving.

This 3 week absence from blogging has been both relaxing and helpful. I enjoy reading blogs, I enjoy writing blogs but it was beginning to seem like a stretch. I was stretching to find things to write about and talk about. Plus I think I just got fed up. No one else was blogging that often, my craft blogs became repetitive and so I didn't want to do it either. I know that I shouldn't blog for comments or responses but it does help the writer. It helps because it motivates the writing process. All that being said. I don't know if I will post as often anymore. Life is getting crazy (and I generally like crazy) so blogging will return to being a hobby, not a chore.

But lets update the world on what has happened and why I haven't been blogging often.

Student loans came a knocking. I knew they would and wasn't surprised, but I was surprised by how fast we got into that spot of being okay financially to broke. I can handle broke I can. But it happened so fast that broke became icky. Especially when I learned that broke wasn't going to leave us as fast as I would like. So I thought about how grateful I was to be an at home mom and for surviving on one income we were doing awesome. But how could I add to our finances without compromising my wife and mother job. I was willing to get a job, but it would have to mesh well with the wife and mother gig. Have I mentioned how expensive day care can be? Not even worth most of the jobs out there. What a terrible situation for so many women and men!

I digress.

I thought of a bunch of options. An at home day care. Etsy shop to sell stuff. Going back to theater. Cleaning houses. Doing pre-made meals (think Dinners by Diana or My Girlfriends Kitchen). Everything seemed okay and doable but nothing said YES! So I took the matter up with Lord. I expressed my desires and wants, and then I told him to either guide me to a job or help me bring income into our home.

The next morning the phone rang. The day care that I substitute at needed my services. So I got ready and went into work. While there two different teachers came up to me asking if I was available on some days. Since then it has kind of snowballed. In September I worked 11 days. In October I am scheduled for 11 days. November I already have 2 days scheduled. Is that a lot? No. Is it enough? I don't know. But I am thankful to Heavenly Father for sending me all these jobs. Extra money is still money.

On one of these substituting gigs, I was told of a position that became available. I asked if I would be considered and the response was yes, do you want it? I went home and prayed. No that position is not for me. So I said no. But after I got my no answer I figured something else out. I will continue to substitute at the day care. The job is ideal, as a sub. On the days that I don't work and stay home I will be learning more about the sewing machine and quilting. I just figured out the my machine will do free motion quilting (I just need to figure it out).

So if you want to buy a quilt/table runner/ baby blanket/ etc. keep me in mind. I think I will start a blog/website to sell/ showcase my works. I am not ready to do that yet (I have very little inventory and am a slight prefectionist), but remember me.

Other things that have happened in three weeks.

We went to Lagoon with Brian's family. Aidan had a blast. He was super cranky at first and then he had a lot of fun. Matt made us all a little nervous because he got into a scuffle. Or I should say he saw a scuffle and got in the middle of it to help end it. That was entertaining. Normally I would not condone fighting and violence, but Matt was in the right for getting involved. An adult started attacking a young teenager (13?). Punched him in his gut, etc. And Matt was there to say back off. The adult ran off, probably shocked that someone would intervene. We called security, made sure the young teenager was okay. I can't believe people are so lame! If you are wound tight and looking for a fight to go to a place like Lagoon! Teenagers everywhere and ridiculous behavior abounds. Lagoon is a place of families, kids, teenagers and people who want to be chill and have fun. If you find yourself getting irritated with the heat, the crowds, the noise, etc. LEAVE! Don't be a jerk and blow up on a child! Enough of my soap box.

We winterized our yard. Just in time for torrential down pour of rain and hail. Literally just in time. I think Brian finished mowing and Aidan and I had everything in the garage as it started. Two minutes before the deadline. Amazing!

I have been experiencing some heavy emotions lately. I hate when my heart hurts. I hate when it hurts for understanding more than a physical hurt (hope that makes sense). I was unable to catch any of conference last weekend. And sense then my heart and mind have been saddened by all the negativity brought about since then. I thought I was stronger and wiser than what I am feeling right now, apparently I was wrong. I have been taking my tears and confusion to the Lord. I hope for understanding soon. Nothing makes me more scared than not knowing something to obvious to everyone else (or is it so obvious?). Everyone be patient with me as I try to figure out my steadfast position. I had a position. But of late it is wobbly, I hate wobbly.

I bottled my first batch of salsa. I got a recipe from Brian's Aunt Dixie. Everyone seems to love it. I plan on doing more of that salsa (tweaked of course!). I had fun and it really does taste yummy! Next on my canning agenda is homemade pasta sauce. Got any good recipes? Send them my way.

I have actually become a fan of prime time television. I went so long without watching television that it was weird to get back into it. But here is our television viewing line up for this fall.

Sunday: All American Handyman, Next Iron Chef,
Monday: Chuck, House, Lie to Me
Tuesday: No Ordinary Family, Melissa and Joey
Wednesday: Modern Family, The Defenders
Thursday: Big Bang Theory


That is all. Later.

This week at a glance

This week was a busy week (that's the reason why blog posts didn't happen on the true day that they were supposed to happen).

Just a quick overview.

Sunday was Grandparents day so we had Bob and Virgie over for dinner. Busy day trying to clean in advance.

Monday was laundry day and then we spent the night at the Utah State Fair with the greater Larson Clan.

Tuesday I was called into work. I work a crazy 6 hours. It nearly killed me. J/K. But later that night we ran some errands and then laid around all night.

Wednesday was our date night/concert day activity. We left at 330PM and didn't get home til 2AM...thank goodness for Lorraine. She babysat and spent the night so we could be wild and crazy.

Thursday I went to work. This one was pre-scheduled. I work 5 crazy hours. :) Came home and ran more errands. Tried to clean the house and then got lazy and watch television all night.

Friday I went to work, again. Crazy huh! Almost like I had a real job again. Seriously crazy. This lasted only about 4 hours. Good thing too, I don't know if I could have handled much more. JK.

Saturday is the real "get caught up on everything at my own slow pace day." Boring huh. But seriously laundry must get done today.

That was our week at a glance...

Friday Movie Review: Marmaduke

I thought this movie looked lame. LAME! But one night while Brian was passed out and comatose and Aidan was wide awake, we decided to rent it and watch it.

What a delightful little movie. Aidan enjoyed it. He watched it start to finish and giggled the whole time. If you like animals or if you don't (I don't) you will enjoy the comedy of this movie. Spend a dollar later this month and get it from Red Box. You won't be disappointed.

Thursdays Nostaligia

Cousin AJ took this photo last summer at Redfish Lake. Good times! I miss this wonderful destination and good company.

This was also fun because it was Brian and Aidan's first time swimming at the lake. Brian enjoyed himself. Aidan on the other hand didn't like that it was so cold. But after being subjected to the cold, he quickly warmed up to it. Hopefully next year we can have more great times at the lake!

Wednesdays blessings

1. Power of prayer. Some times, most of the time, I take advantage of prayer. I always try to have a prayer in my heart, but sometimes laziness gets a hold of me and I don't have a good heart to heart with my Heavenly Father. When I do pray this way, I always come away from the prayer being refreshed and calm.

2. Answered prayers. Sometimes during my prayers I get nervous asking Heavenly Father for help or requests. I truly believe that the Lord has a greater understanding of my life and my path, but that doesn't change the fact that I think he likes me to learn things the hard way. I have many experiences in my life where I have been "thrown for a loop" with Heavenly Father. And so it takes a lot for me to plead, ask, beg, request, or bring something important to me to his attention. But this week I asked for his help with something and it came forth. Brilliantly. Thank you Heavenly Father.

3. A well behaved son. I would normally NEVER refer to my child as a well behaved child. He is just independent enough to make me crazy. But I am so thankful for Aidan going to "school" on Friday with a more than adequately happy mood. We were only there for about 4 hours and only for the last 30 minutes did he need to come be with me. And that wasn't because he was naughty and melting, but because it was nap time and he didn't want a nap. I can handle that kind of behavior.

4. Grocery stores. I love having a garden and a decent food storage. But when it comes to cravings, especially abnormal cravings, having a grocery store nearby and open 24/7, I love it. I was craving a yummy roast beef hoagie sandwich. Not a Subway sandwich, but a fully loaded homemade sandwich. Good, inexpensive roast beef was only about 20 minutes away. Yummy!

5. Good books. Nothing helps pass late nights alone like a good book. Nuff said.

6. FHE. This week for FHE we went with the greater Larson clan (minus Matt, including Mark) to the Utah State Fair. I haven't been to the fair since 1996 when my friend Kristy won some tickets to see the Nitty Gritty Dirt Band, and then we just went to the concert we didn't peruse anything. This time we walked around, enjoyed the ice cream tasting tent, had dinner at Moochies (a local resturant featured on Triple D...they make yummy meatball subs and philly cheesesteaks), visited with friends, say another old friends amazing quilting accomplishments (Janis O. you rock!), let Aidan see the farm animals and had a good time. Thanks extended Larson Clan.

7. Date night. Brian's brother Matt hooked us up with some tickets to an amazing concert. Brian and I were so excited that we made a Date night out of it. We got Lorraine to babysit (and spend the night) so that we could be out late. Our night started at 330PM when we went to a late lunch at Red Iguana in SLC. Another Triple D stop, but we have enjoyed this location for years. Then we headed out to the Uproar Festival. We saw Halestorm, Stone Sour, Avenged Sevenfold, and Disturbed. I was not disappointed in this concert they all rocked, especially Disturbed! After the concert we headed home but stopped at Denny's, a concert tradition, and ate some food. By this time it was coming close to 2AM so we headed home and quickly passed out! We had a blast.

Tuesday Book Review: Jayson Wolfe Series

Because this is a series by Anita Stansfield that I read fairly quickly, I will give you a general review of the series, not of an individual book. I will do this mainly because some of the topics have blurred together and I can't remember what book everything came from.

Jayson Wolfe plays a young, troubled teenager. He has always had a passion for music. These books follow him throughout his life as he begins to understand his need for music and his love for it. These five books take him through many challenges in his life and Anita Stansfield, the author, does a fantastic job of incorporating basic words of wisdom and scripture examples into his understanding.

If you life good fluffy churchy books. These are pretty good. Highly recommended.

Molly Monday: Wtiches Shoes

So easy and so fun to make!

Check the link here.

September 11, 2001: I Remember

In memoriam of
EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS DAY.

September 11, 2001

Aidanisms

This last week Aidan has been struggling with sleeping in his own bed. One night I said that he could sleep with me but he needed to go right to sleep. I was in the middle of a good book and didn't want to stop on a count of a ornery two year old. Once we were comfortably in bed Aidan wiggles close to me and says "You read me, you read me mommy book." Which translates to read me your book mommy. I giggled and began. I can't explain how happy I was knowing that I was reading something good and not embarrassed to share with my two year old.

At this point in the book my two main characters just declared and extreme liking for one another and talk about the first kiss. They finally agree on it and the book describes the kiss by saying something like he closed his eyes and puckered and she did the same and that first kiss what remarkable. Blah Blah Blah. As I read this part to Aidan he tells me to "stop read mom." I stopped and looked over at him. My sweet ornery two year got into a sitting position and then with all he little ability closed his eyes and puckered his little lips. Keep in mind that this is two separate motor skills happening, and he wasn't very good at it. Especially because he was trying to find my face to kiss. He would close his eyes into a squinting formation and then focus really hard on puckering up only to realize that he wasn't closing his and try it again. He finally managed to kiss my face. I began to cry. What a sweet heart! I learned some things that night.

1- he really does listen to my words
2- he is a little bit of a romantic
3- he loves to kiss his mommy
4- he is up to any challenge
5- no matter how naughty he is, I am wrapped around his little fingers. I am a sucker. I love that kid!

Friday Movie Review: Date Night

I wanted to see this when it was in the theater, but alas we didn't make it. We never do. I find it so much more relaxing to just get a Red Box movie and cuddle with Brian on my couch in my pajamas.

This movie was entertaining for about 80% of the movie. There is a "chase scene" in the middle of the movie that I laughed at for about 5 minutes straight. I even have a smile on my face now just thinking about it. But one of the last scenes of the movie took most of my appreciation away.

Steve and Tina play the Fosters. The boring married couple with two kids, a mortgage and two equally tiring and boring jobs. They try weekly to have a date night, but reality gets in the way and they go every week to the same old boring steakhouse and order the same ol' thing. One night Steve decides that this Jersey couple will head to the major city and eat and that really talked about place and ENJOY themselves. Well they don't have a reservation and so they take someone else's. The movie begins to spiral out of control as this married couple begins to try and out wit the bad guys (who are coppers) and try and make this all go away. Mark Wahlberg has a relatively large part in the movie, which I wasn't aware of (those scenes were funny). I don't want to ruin to much for you, but the last major scene was too much for me and my two year old. I am glad we waited until we could rent it so that I could fast forward to the next scene. The wonders of the DVD!

Overall good movie, final grade B-.

Why do they do that anyway? Take a good movie, pretty clean and then dirty it up in five minutes with a unnecessary scene? Oh the frustration! Does everyone out there really need at least one inappropriate scene to make a movie "tolerable"? Silliness I say!

Thursdays Nostaligia

I love these games. I really didn't get "into" them until after my mission. After I came home, life started. Life got hard and complex, easy and simple. But I always had something on my mind, usually boys. I am a thinker. In the way I mean thinker I don't mean I have a great mind, just the opposite. I have the ability to find a topic that interests me and "think" it into the ground. I don't often find a solution or an answer but my mind goes over the topic over and over again. Now this problem with thinking would often happen about the time that some major paper was due. And because all of my mind energy was wasted on the wrong thing I couldn't study or function until the endless cycle of nothing was broken. Enter mindless strategy games. TETRIS and DR. MARIO. Maybe its the colors or the music or the repeated motion, but these games I would play for hours until I couldn't think anymore and I just needed a rest. Mission accomplished.

Thank you Tetris and Dr. Mario for helping me survive the dating scene and the academic life.

If you want to play Dr. Mario I found an online site that will let you do it for free. SWEET!
Click here to play. Just a heads up; the left and right arrow keys will move your "pill" left or right. To rotate the pill buttons "z" and "x"do so in a clockwise/counterclockwise fashion. Enjoy and have fun.

Wednesdays blessings

1. Good books. Not just entertaining but a book that makes you happy when you walk away from it. A book that inspires you and guides you too.

2. Dedicated husband. Brian has been studying ever so diligently for a major test he has for work in three weeks. Nothing bad will happen if he fails, except failing it the first time. But if he passes it means a substantial raise and another certification for his career. Good luck honey!

3. Sweet child of mine. He read me a story last night. He was so cute about it. He was very animated and excited. I really only caught certain words, and those words had NOTHING to do with the words written on the pages, but it was highly entertaining and brought tears to my eyes. Hopefully soon he will have a love of books, the same way that Brian and I do.

4. Personal inspiration. Sometimes it is easy for me to get answers and other times, no. Sometimes this inspiration comes because I need to apply it in my life or because a light bulb went off. No matter the reason, I love personal inspiration/revelation. Nothing makes my heart happier.

5. Grandparents. I am blessed with half of my grandparents still. What a blessing they are! Aidan is blessed with four grandparents and three great grandparents. I love to see the interaction he has with them. He enjoys spending time with them and considers them his friends (his words not mine) and I love it! Mission nearly accomplished.

6. Aidan's new word. Need. I love this word half the time. The other half not so much. When I do love it, it is because he "needs a hug" or he "needs time with daddy" or he "needs Grandpa Jeff to play with me" or he "needs to go and play with Bob and Grandma." These needs I love and I will continue to help him with these needs. When he "needs Coke" or "needs chocolate chips before bed" or "needs to go to the park at bedtime" not so much.

7. Lists. I love organizing my day with a good list. I always make sure that I put big stuff and small stuff on the list. What a sense of accomplishment when I get a list completed or mostly complete.

Tuesday Book Review: The Associate

When I was in junior high I started reading John Grisham novels. This helped to fuel my desire to become a lawyer. One thing that I have noticed as I read his novels, and those of you who have read his novels will understand is that he writes basically the same novels over and over again. Very little character and location creativity go into writing his books. But that being said I still find myself reading everything he has written; fiction and non-fiction alike. I got a little behind during and after my mission, but I am within two books of being able to say (while caught up 100%) that I have read EVERYTHING he has ever written.

The Associate is about a young soon to be law school grad who is top of his class but has a bit of a secret in his past. During his undergrad days, some frat brothers alledgedly raped a sorority sister. Kyle, our protaganist, was not involved in the rape but he was in the room passed out. Just prior to his Yale Law School Graduation he is approached by some bad dudes wanting him to change his plans for after school and work at the arguably largest law firm in the world, located in NYC, to be involved in one of the largest, scariest, most important and quiet lawsuits ever filed. It is between to government contractors for the rights to a super secret super awesome jet plane. The plot. These bad dudes want him to steal documents and other information. Major dilema? Kyle is a very upright kind of guy and has no desire to submit to this kind of strong arming without any kind of plan. He is also very worried about ethics and honor.

The book is a pretty easy read for Grisham. He finally is starting to realize how boring Canton and Ford County can be. He is going out of his box and expanding his horizons. Good job Grisham. If you like Grisham, check it out. The library here has lots of copies, and they are always there.

Molly Monday: Reflections

This is going to be another one of my "journal type entries"- beware.

I recently just finished reading the Jayson Wolfe series by Anita Stansfield. I do enjoy reading a good book by a good author, but I sometimes need to pace myself. Too much fluff is irritating and too much Mormon fluff is nauseating. I don't mean any disrespect but in between all my reading of fluff, I need to pull out a good history book or text book and read.

I won't go into too much detail now about these books (there are 5 in the series) but they are coming soon on the Tuesday book review days; but I will say that one good thing about reading a good Mormon book is the not so subtle scripture references that are put inside the story, to help the characters cope with life.

One of the scriptures stood out in my mind and gave me some comfort. D & C 122:7;here the Lord talks to Joseph Smith who has been imprisoned at Liberty Jail.

7 And if thou shouldst be cast into the pit or into the hands of murderers, and the sentence of death passed upon thee; if thou be cast into the deep; if the billowing surge conspire against thee; if fierce winds become thine enemy; if the heavens gather blackness, and all the elements combine to hedge up the way; and above all, if the very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my son, that all these things shall give thee experience and shall be for thy good.

For the sake of understanding none of these things have happened to me and I am aware that I am not experiencing anything even close to the persecutions that Joseph Smith had, but during recent times I have felt picked on and misunderstood. I have felt incredible sadness and that my trials have been for some reason but in the middle of the trials and persecution it has been hard to see the "light at the end of the tunnel." But as with the character in the book, this scripture touched my heart in nearly the same way that the song "Be still my soul" touched my heart. My patriarchal blessings says "Beware! Do not suppose that life will be easy. It never is. Your life will not be free of stress and pressure and work and sorrow..." It further goes on to say "Now, go forward, knowing that all will be well and that you will never be left alone and that you will have peace to your soul." I guess having the reminder that I can over come and that the Lord is with me has helped me today, feel peace.

I may not be able to control some events and situations, but I can control my reaction and how my heart feels later on.

Aidanisms

Playing Sorry: the board game with Aidan for the first time, Brian wins the game. Aidan says “No, I win.” To which we reply, No daddy wins this time. Aidan states loudly “No, I win. I boy. I win.” Okay enough said. When we play games with him, we play by the rules, legitimately, and he usually wins. I guess next lesson, sometimes the boy doesn’t win. Maybe we should listen to Kenny Rogers “Gambler.”

I went to work at the day care for about an hour yesterday. Aidan freaked out and wouldn't leave my side. They let him come with me to the older child classroom. After my hour I started gathering our items to leave, when Aidan freaked out even more. "I no go mommy. I play with my friends. I need them. Please." We compromised on visiting Grandpa and Grandma Arnold. " I love Virgie's house. Bob my friend." I love that he thinks of them in such high regard.

Friday Movie Review: Pride and Prejudice 1995

I love Jane Austen. The first time I saw Pride and Prejudice was on a tour bus traveling to Nauvoo with my singles ward. I watched it play on one of those little tiny 13 inch televisions with no volume. Just the imagery was stunning and had me begging for more. When I had the opportunity to rent the film I did and wasn't disappointed.

I thought about seeing this movie in the theater, but Keira Knightley irritates me sometimes. Luckily, this isn't one of those times. I found myself completely engrossed in all the characters of this movie and every time I watch it I still get goosebumps. If you haven't seen this movie, please do! It is a classic and is done extremely well.

Highly recommended!

Thursdays Nostaligia

I miss you. I can't believe I have to wait another year! I love you.

Wednesdays blessings

1. Fabric flowers. These are so fun to make. They are a blessing because (aside from occasionally getting burned) they are relaxing to make and I don't need a lot of fabric to make them. For the tutorial click here (they recently re-did the tutorial. It used to be a video and now it is easy to follow pictures. They use fabric glue, I carefully use hot glue).

2. ACE. Or Aviation Center for Education. This is located at HAFB and is within the museum walls. Back in the day, when I volunteered at the museum, I helped run the program. It helps young children understand the basic dynamics of flight. Aidan and I had the opportunity to go up and play in the Center for about 90 minutes. He loved it. He really enjoys science, just like his dad. And I vow to feed his hunger for more science and space. Maybe he will be a pilot or an astronaut!

3. Follow through! What a blessing this is. Sometimes I get myself in over my head, but I am grateful that my parents instilled in me a desperate need to follow things through to the end.

4. Hope. Need I say more?

5. General Conference. I realize it is a month away, but I am getting so excited to here the words. Who would have thought that not so long ago I dreaded watching conference (I could have been sleeping) and now it is something I am eagerly looking forward too.

6. Food storage. Money is tight right now. And what a blessing it is to be able to cook meals according to our food storage. I am grateful that it is pretty stocked.

7. Garden. Going along with food storage, what a rush it is to be able to go and pick fresh produce at my (and natures) convenience. I love me some fresh pico de gallo. :)

Tuesday Book Review: Drenched in Light

A couple of weeks ago I was in one of those moods. I didn't want to get out of bed, didn't want to do much of anything. I needed to wallow in my blah-ness. I looked around and realized my stash of books was eliminated. I had read through all the books. With the day being a Sunday, it put a damper on the idea of running to the library and grabbing some books. I told Brian about my plight and nearly picked up one of his bizarre sci-fi novels. Then he went out to the car to look for something and found three books in the trunk. I had seen these books before (someone gave them to Aunt Suzie who tried to give them to my mom but didn't want them) so I was confused as to how they found there way into my trunk. Still am confused actually. One of the books was "Drenched in Light" by Lisa Wingate. I had never heard of her, but was desperate for reading material and thought I would give it a try. I finished her book in about four hours.

The main character, whose name eludes me now, is a recent hire as a guidance counselor at a high school for those gifted in the arts. She was only recently hired because her original career path was that of prima ballerina but that came crashing down when her eating disorder nearly killed her. She begins to think that one of her ways to heal herself is to go back to where it all started, high school. Since she can't truly go back in time she takes this counselor position at her old high school. All of the staff give her crap for once being important and now being a failure, or so she feels. The story takes place as she is trying to overcome her own insecurities, continue on in her recovery, coming to gripes with her demons, and learning that even though her previously thought life path was taken from her, maybe she wasn't supposed to go that way. She soon finds herself in the midst of helping a young gifted yet academically and love challenge young girl Dell. Dell has had a truly rough life and with her help our main character begins to truly heal and understand a greater call in her life.

Really good book. I did cry some, but some words left an impression on my already very impressionable heart. I suggest picking this one up.

Molly Monday: Fish, Garden and Crafts

I read in a book this last week about making a fish aquarium out of jell-o and gummy fish. Well we had Swedish fish in the cupboard as well as green jell-o. So the other night Aidan and I made ourselves some individual fish aquariums. Aidan has since said that we can't eat them (they are swimming fish mommy!). But I have hopes of gobbling up that yummy tasting jell-0.

Aidan helping me pour the jell-o into the
little cups and then dropping fishes in.

The view of the fish in the container.

This last week has been a turning point for the greater part of my garden. I am way excited to report...

Jalepenos are growing in force. I had one big one,
I picked it and ate it, and about
six little ones coming!

A picture of my first and very small
green pepper. There are lots of other blossoms
so I am excited!

And my cucumbers! I thought they were being
taken over by weeds. Apparently,
THEY were the weeds! They
are growing like mad! I have about 10 that are
good ball size. Soon I will be
pickling cucumbers. Yummy!

And this week I also had some time to work on many crafts. I had so much fun. I still need to work on some of my skills, but that will always be my issue.

I know it is still technically summer,
but FALL is my favorite.
So I have already decorated my
living room for FALL.
I love the oranges, browns, and deep reds.
This is my tablerunner display in my living room.


I can't get a better picture of those high heels to upload.
Sorry.
But if you click on the picture, it will enlarge.
If you want to get the pattern to make these yourself.
Click here.
They are easy and fun to make! Endless possibilities.

I had this great idea.
But it flopped.
This is the flop.
I wanted to do a fabric flower arrangement with
googly eyes peaking through.
It is just lame!

Using scrap fabric and
decapitated flowers from my
wedding, I was able to
make this wreath for $1.
Basic wreath is from Dollar Tree.

Close up of the table runner. I tried to
do some machine quilting.
It didn't work out.
This is my bad interpretation.
I am a work in progress.

And for my Aidan I made him a "action figure house."
This is his Stark Mansion.
Iron Man needed a get-a-way.
But he tends to have LOTS of super hero sleepovers.

And that concludes that busy week.
Now what to do next week...

Friday Movie Review: The Expendables

This movie is rated R for a reason...ridiculous amounts of action. No, seriously, ridiculous. The last half hour blows past in a barage of explosions, stunts, and fight scenes.

I wanted to go see this movie merely because of the cast. I didn't expect much going into it, and got what I expected. This movie was written by Rambo, directed by Rocky and produced by The Transporter and Oscar. Starring Tango, The Transporter, John McClaine, The Terminator, The One, He-Man, WhipLash, a WWE wrestler, a UFC champion and Julia Roberts older brother. And so with as the main billing cast, you can imagine that it was short, very short on good writing ability (no hope of an Oscar here, maybe a Razzie :)) But if you like blow 'em up action movies with little regard to whether or not you learned a valuable lesson from a movie, this one is for you. If you have ever been curious what happened to all of your favorite action heroes from the 1980s and 90s, this movie is for you. I still question why Van Damme wasn't in it, but oh well. And a plus is that you can actually understand He-Man (Dolph Lundgren) now! Yippie!

Thursdays Nostaligia

This photo was taken about a two years at Suzie's house. This was the weekend that she moved from her apartment to her new house. Look at that handsome face! I can't believe its been two years have you?

Wednesdays blessings

Cookbooks. I love looking through old cookbooks and trying the recipes inside. I love learning about different methods of cooking and different variations for one recipe.

Education. I love being able to look above my computer desk and finally see the fruit of my years of labor at the university. I love being able to remember my time and experiences.

Aidan's mind learning. I love that Aidan is all about playing games with us now. It makes for a very entertaining family night.

Power of prayer. One thing that I am slowly learning is that the Lord wants to answer our prayers, positively and the way we want. But first we must learn to accept and try asking him again, in another way for what we want. Once we learn that, we will always get what we want.

Dancing. I love that my boys love to dance. On occasion Brian and I will spontaneously start swaying in each others arms. Aidan has quickly learned to love to dance. And I enjoy it when he asks me to dance.

The kissing game. When Brian and I kiss each other Aidan only allows it for a certain amount of time. Then he wants in on the game. And it goes like this. Mommy kisses Daddy, Aidan kisses Mommy, then Daddy kisses Aidan. We do this over and over and over again. Aidan loves it and so do I.

Sentences. Aidan is doing so well, putting new words together and learning how to manipulate different words and meanings. I, however, need to be more careful. Last night Aidan got mad at me for not getting him his 4th glass of milk right away. Finally he looked at me and said, "spanking or time out. decide." apparently I have been saying that too much lately. Better change that soon. :)

Tuesday Book Review: Fablehaven 3

Following along in my Fablehaven reviews this one is just as good as the others. And I for one am of the opinion that once you start a series you need to finish it. That said I haven't made it through the fourth book, but I will, I promise.

Book 3 continues on as Kendra and her brother fight against the Evening Star and its spies, trying hard to protect Fablehaven and precious artifacts. Kendra is sent on a special mission because her talents are incredibly useful, while Seth is stuck back as Fablehaven sulking in his lack of adventure. As the story continues, Seth soon realizes that even if danger is not visible, danger can be anywhere. Who don't need to go on an adventure to have an adventure.

Good book. Continue on...I will.

Molly Monday: Playing school and more

Aidan's notebook for his "mommy school."
We are going to try and work on some
different learning and exploring methods.
Hopefully it all turns out.

My very first experiment with a puff quilt.
This isn't very big, did I mention experiment.
I think it will be for an animal bed or something. LOL!
What do you think?

I went through and made bubble alphabet letters for
Aidan to color and learn about.
Fingers crossed he is interested in it.
:)

Reset and begin again

So after a week of going to hell and back I am feeling a bit better. I think starting tomorrow I will be posting daily again. I thought about doing some back blogging, but decided that, after three days of trying to muster positive feelings and energies, it would be better not to look back. For those of you new to my personal hell I will give you the briefest of overviews. I miscarried. I was in a lot of pain for about two days and drugged up for about three. During all that time I was in the midst of some pretty strong emotions. Constant crying, a feeling forlorn, depressed, unworthy, confused, distraught, disgusted, angry, aloof etc. etc. etc. I wasn't doing very good.

For some, these type of emotions would have been expected and understandable. For me, no. I hate emotions. Emotions of all kinds annoy me. I am bizarre, I know. My favorite feeling is normal. Normal is not angry, not upset, not overly happy, not sad, not blissful, not anything but normal... maybe content. If I have an extreme emotion I know that something will change it and make it bad. For example, being super happy that after lots of time trying to get pregnant, I was pregnant. That was taken from me. I went from one extreme to the next, opposite ends of the spectrum. If I am in the middle, I am content staying in the middle. I hope this all makes sense.

I'm rambling again.

I had another first this week, an Emergency Room visit. I can honestly say that both of my firsts this week would have been allowed to never happen but alas they did.

A couple of things have helped me to regroup, grow up, learn and understand (still working on this one).

Priesthood blessings. My friend Debbie post on the priesthood couldn't have come at a better time. I read it the day my world came crashing down and it helped me to try and think bigger than myself. Thank you.

Brian. Aside from being an amazing husband and priesthood holder (he gave me a blessing), he stepped up and tried to make my pity party okay. He kept Aidan away (unless requested) and happy. It was wonderful to have a strong shoulder to cry on and with. He hurt too. But even in his hurt, he stayed strong and held me up, he didn't let me wallow too long. Thank you.

Aidan. For sensing something was wrong and being pretty chill about the babysitters, late nights and cuddles. Thank you for not freaking out because I kept needing to touch you and be near you. You are the best at cuddling (when you want too), thank you for wanting to cuddle and give mommy lots of needed loves.

Greater Larson clan. Our go to emergency and non-emergency babysitters. Without them, this last week would have been a little harder to deal with. Aidan spent the most part of five days hanging out at their house. Thank you.

Grandpa Bob and Virgie. Coming over at 1130PM because I was in pain and needed a blessing. Sorry to wake you from your sleep, but thank you for coming.

Suzie. For your support and the flowers. Thank you for being there if we needed you, that meant a lot. Thank you.

Mom and Dad. For being a ear to hear my complaints and a long distance shoulder to cry on.
Thank you.

Holly. What a wonderful woman you are. I love you. Thank you for concern and the daily texts.

And last but not least Dr. W. Hughes. You are an amazing man. You speak my language. You tell me like it is and have faith (with knowledge and experience) that has helped me a lot with hope. Thank you for being there, answering my questions and returning my phone calls.

Now that I have address the missing week. Let's all look forward to more posts, more positivity and more fun.

Friday Movie Review: Damned United

This movie I found while streaming Netflix on our XBOX 360. We saved it to our queue (a spot where the movie waits for us to watch it before being rotated out for more product). The other night Aidan was well on his way to a good bed time (930 PM). Brian and I decided to watch an adult movie. No, it isn't naughty, but it isn't a cartoon either.

The Damned United is about English football from 1968-1974. Michael Sheen stars as Brian Clough a football coach from the bottom of Division 2, Derby County. During the 1968 season Derby County wins the "lottery" to play against the most amazing team ever, Division 1 reigning champions Leeds. Leeds is coached by a national hero, Coach Revie. Everyone loves him and wants to be just like him. Clough is so excited for this exihibition game, that he knows he has no chance of winning but just wants to meet Coach Revie, that he paints, scrubs and rolls out the red carpet for him and his team. Enter Coach Revie. National hero, and amazingly arrogant and rude. He doesn't want to play this game and in return snubs Clough. At the time his isn't aware of how badly, but he does just the same.

The movie goes back and forth between these 6 years to show how this meeting affects Clough and his life, relationships, and career.

This movie is R-rated for four F-bombs and a couple of English slang swear words. If you can get past that and are interested in this movie, see it. Good cast, good acting and good moral ending. I love good English comedies and drama, this is equal to some of my all time classics. Plus it is based on a true story so if you like soccer, I mean English football you wont be disappointed with all the amazing history. I learned a lot about how the soccer, I mean football clubs work in England. Has anyone else noticed how wonderful Michael Sheen is as an actor? We better watch out for him. :)

Thursdays Nostaligia

Here is a bunch of pictures I have of my Grandma Virgie taken when she was younger. This isn't really my nostaligia this week but one I love. I love this lady with all my heart. She constantly gets on my nerves but she is the best grandma in the whole world. Sometimes I feel like she gets over looked. My Grandpa is an amazing man, but so is she...an amazing woman. She successfully raised four awesome kids. I love all my aunts and uncles.

We have a good relationship. I wish I could be a better granddaughter to her. But sometimes I just can't make myself play Boggle. Yuck! She has so many wonderful talents. She is amazing with kids. She always makes people smile. She is so friendly, even to scary strangers. And I think she is beautiful. For the longest time I have admired her. And I think that is why, if we have a girl, she will be named Abigail Virgie. I want nothing more than to be able to give my grandma the gift of a namesake. Her name is so unique and beautiful. However, that being said Brian and I have decided to make it a middle name and not a first name. Grandma has often told me of the plight of mis-pronuncation, misspelled, and ignorance that goes along with her name (I kind of understand, for 29 years I was an Armga). But still we want our daughter to be blessed with her name and all the special blessings that come with it, even if it is in private.

So even though she doesn't read this blog, I love you Grandma Virgie.

Wednesdays blessings

Modern technology. I know nearly every week this comes up, but every week I find myself grateful for a different piece of technology. This week is the ultrasound machine. I can't believe that not too many decades ago pregnant women didn't have the blessing of seeing their baby while in the fetus. I am one of those people who have to see to believe it, with most things. I love that I am able to see what the ultrasound tech can see. I am grateful that through the ultrasound machine they can show me the heart beat, have me listen to the heartbeat, measure the size of the baby and then tell me (because we were unsure) just how far along I am...to the day. On Monday we found out that we now have a heartbeat and the baby is measuring at six weeks two days old. That's pretty precise. New due date is April 2, 2011.

Attentive husbands. Sometimes I feel like I get ignored. I ask for help and assistance with things and Brian ignores them. But other things his does are amazing. Fixing things that I didn't know needed attention. What a wonderful man he is.

A sweet baby Aidan. Notice how I put on there a sweet baby Aidan? Aidan is still in his terrible two phase, but every so often I can see the light. He is fully aware that there is a baby in my tummy. The other day I am sitting on the couch watching television and he comes over and wraps his little arms around my mid-section and says "baby, I wuv you." Over and over again. And he didn't move. He feel asleep in that position. I wish I could have taken a picture. It would have been priceless. I REALLY hope this love, anticipation, and excitement remain AFTER the baby is born.

Working. I don't have a real job. It is more like something to get me out of the house. I still consider myself a stay at home mom. But it is pleasant to know that I do have something that I can do when needed for extra cash. Especially a job where I can take Aidan with me.

The Flag Game. I am a freak when it comes to the flag. People don't respect it, at all! Irritates me to know end. So this year I taught Aidan what we do when we see a flag. We even checked out a book from the library. If we see a flag our right hand covers our heart, we take hats off and above all we are QUIET. He did fantastic at parades and ball games. But my favorite thing is, now, whenever he see a flag he excitedly says "Mom, Flag, shhh." Imagine me surprise when he started pointing out flags for me to notice and respect. On our way home from St. George we ended up playing a flag game. I have never noticed home many flags locale businesses fly along I-15 between Provo and Ogden. AMAZING! And Aidan noticed everyone, he especially loves the big tall ones.

Nausea and morning sickness. Crazy I am still grateful to have it. With Aidan, I was sick for 38 weeks. I have a feeling this one will be similar. But all in all, being sick means that I am with child, and that reminder is priceless.

A messy house. I am going out on a limb and saying this but a messy house means that we have had fun and had guests. I keep trying to convince myself that this is a good thing and not something to be ornery about. So if you come to my house and it is less than prestine, understand we have been having fun, and that's why it is not clean.